another heart calls;

i drafted more than 7 post;
and this is the 8th;
i wonder will it stay in the draft?
or on the blog?

i found out a genuine smile
only last for 5 seconds.
the next 15 second are artificial ones.
did you count to five?'

if you still can cry;
it means that you're still fine.
and everything is going to be alright.
but when you don't even feel like crying.
that's when i'm scared;
my feelings are numb.

It takes strength to love and it takes courage to be loved.

i guess this is posted.