kiss me;

kiss me hard, push me on the wall; throw me on the bed ;

bitter heart

then tell me how much you love me.

june 10th 2013;

let it be;

be careful for what you wish for;

it feels like a mixture of happiness and pain.

I'm sorry.

but maybe the distance won.

Lust;

7 deadly sins .

boy, we couldn't get much higher

come on baby, light my fire. 

i remember everything you want me to forget;

in time;

i could either cry about this or laugh about this;

The person that i tell everything to is the last person i want to talk to

i'm sorry.

a dream is just a dream;

I started this blog about this time 4 years ago, in two thousand nine.

april30th2013. 

sn

oh , remember him? the main subject of this blog

douche , 

something always brings me back to you;

you know , i woke up today - a lot of things were on my mind . Literally a lot , i give it a thought or two and guess what? it's official , i have no one to turn to when I am sad . Somehow this blog came into mind.

I just went on it to check what was my last post.

why i still post here is because i finally reach this point - where i have no one to turn to. 

& the fact that i need someone to talk to . At least type it out . 

and i did not realize this was just 3 months ago , a post in June.


My tenth letter , recently you've been on my mind .
My tenth letter , you held me tight and you told me something .
My tenth letter , you told me to be strong and you don't want me crying .
My tenth letter , right now i'm feeling bittersweet .

So much feelings bottled up inside , 

My tenth letter , maybe i still lo-...

another heart calls ii ;

space and time;

posting something here does not mean that i miss you , nor we have gotten together;

why i still post here is because i finally reach this point - where i have no one to turn to. 

& the fact that i need someone to talk to . At least type it out . 

maturity is a choice.