Sunday, May 31

dream a little dream of me;

i'm on a holiday somewhere; there were cherry blossom trees
all over the place.i was walking. at the end of the road
there is one special tree; i know i was waiting for someone
i just don't know who



actually i do.
it was you.
why are u playing with my feelings?

Saturday, May 30

tied together with a smile;

with that smile
everyday i love you more
and more.


the way you smile
it just melts me into a puddle




When you look at me like that
My darling, what did you expect?

Thursday, May 28

i'm afraid;



this smile i'm wearing.
its a disguise from reality.


i'm afraid.
that everything would come crashing down.
i'm afraid.
that they will find out that the smile fake.
i'm afraid.
to loose everything i ever had.
i'm afraid.

Wednesday, May 27

lacrimosa;

I'm lucky I'm in love
with my best friend


as cliche as it sounds
i'm in love with my best friend




Lucky to have been
where I have been

i'm yours;

i don't know are those hints.signs.
whatever you call it
but if it is.

i'm yours;



i see you, you see me differently
you tell me that you love me
but you never wanna see me again

Monday, May 25

how do you sleep;

everyone says you know.
but I'm in denial.
hoping they are just kidding.


i love you
you dimwit


i wouldn't be shocked
if tomorrow i wake up.
the feeling is gone.

Sunday, May 24

My Name Is Trouble;

i had another nightmare



its cliche.
it sounds like a movie.
but its not.
i woke up.
silently crying.


i was in a tunnle.
running.
for the light.
i hear voices.
the light just keep getting further.
and further.

Saturday, May 23

i Don't Have The Heart;

to tell you I love you.

all you talk about is
her.
and;
her.


what do you want me to say?
go for her?
i learn something.
never love anything too much.
it will eventually disappoint you

Friday, May 22

No use in small talk anyways;

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that will break my heart


he is playing with my feelings.
the only thing i can do is.
hoping the game.
can turn into reality.



So I wont even start
I wont even start

Thursday, May 21

i smiled;

even if all my history questions went down the drain
i smiled.



i asked myself why him
every single day.
but today i found out.
it was his way of making me happy.


Wednesday, May 20

bitter heart;

there's 1 more hour in the day

but i know we wont be talking too.

i miss the way you make me laugh.

it was a nightmare;

my phone was out of battery
i hear laughter;
it haunts me.


it was dark everywhere


the last thing i remember was
waking up crying.
hoping to be in someones arms.
but all i have is the darkness.

Tuesday, May 19

i'm counting the days;

two days. how long more?

Did you say it?
I love you,
I don't ever wanna live without you
you changed my life.
did you say it?
make a plan
set a goal
and work toward it ..
cause this is it.
it might all be gone tomorrow

Monday, May 18

amnesia beam;




i always want to tell you.
but i would chicken out
at the end.



"speak your mind, even if your voice shakes"

You belong with me;

i know he's not the "nicest looking" guy around.
but what makes me like him is.
the way he makes me laugh.
the way he smiles. it just melts me.



what you're looking for.
is closer than you thought it would be.
syiok sendiri moments
please ignore if can :)




Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you,
Been here all along,
So why can't you see ,
You belong with me

Sunday, May 17

Thanks For the Memories;

I've learned - That although the word "love"
can have many different meanings,
it loses value when overly used.



victim of a foolish heart



Sometimes it's better to simply not care...

i ask myself everyday;

why did i fall for you?


meeting you was fate.
being friends with you was a choice.
but falling in love with you...
i had no control over.


sorry daddy,
i did not listen to you.

Saturday, May 16

where did i go wrong?;

All my pain seems to be gone
when you're around.


but now.
that you're not around.
i feel like
a million piece.


i want to be lost in the
great big world.

this is where i speak;

The early bird gets the worm,
but the second mouse gets the cheese.


I try to understand u


Why can't I commit the perfect crime?
you stole my heart.
but i cant steal yours